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24 February 2011 @ 07:59 pm
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road block! ...mental block? my new mix is uneven and crazy! super upbeat and thrumming in the first half

then it takes a dive into slow emo mode.

solutions? suggestions? maybe i should let it simmer for a bit? IDEK. cos i'm all

Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
Current Music: queen black acid ~ menomena
world_of_blade: Doctor and Donnaworld_of_blade on February 25th, 2011 06:03 pm (UTC)
LOVE two things about this post-

1- your icon! SQUEE!!!
2- Arrested Development! SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
Sunny: DH shimmysunny_serenity on February 25th, 2011 10:11 pm (UTC)
ankareeda: yellow_heartankareeda on February 26th, 2011 12:06 am (UTC)
*hugs* No magic power to help you (I wish I had), but geeeeeeeeeeeeez your gifs are awesome. *lol* But I'm sending more hugs your way...
Sunny: WW CJ Josh tacklehugsunny_serenity on February 26th, 2011 07:08 pm (UTC)
*hugs* LOL, these gifs are from all over... idek who makes them but i like using 'em!
Laneylaregan on February 26th, 2011 09:32 am (UTC)
oohh. maybe i posted it somewhere else? I'm no smart.

this one watch it!
Sunny: DW Void Stuffsunny_serenity on February 26th, 2011 07:07 pm (UTC)
be my wifey
revelation means nothing herei_rise_inside on February 26th, 2011 02:01 pm (UTC)
what's the mix about, love? it can be moody, you know, i always like it when there is a variety of genres, fanmixes shouldn't be predictable. unless you have a very specific theme in mind that you want to adhere to.

also. that andrew gif! <3333
Sunny: SMV Chloe make with the 'splainysunny_serenity on February 26th, 2011 08:13 pm (UTC)
gah! my feelings. let me show you them.

these fucking kids that ruin my life! life ruiners! i mean look at their damned faces and all their preciousness! gah! my love is ferosh and overwhelming and is deciding to exorcise joanne's crapilogue of doom demons through music and it's just all so uneven. i think that may be speaking to the nature of the cause for all these feelings and how shoddily executed her endgame was... idek.

this is my dilemma: i can easily see things from harry or hermione's pov in things cos well, it's HARRY AND HERMIONE. MY KIDS. the mix is an attempt at seeing them through the weasley lens.

mayhaps my loose grasp on who ginny is as a person V who ginny is as a character may be frakking me up? cos i'm attempting to see the quadrangle of doom trio + 1 in a context that works. for me, that translates into 'Harry and Hermione have hot steamy affair and everybody knows about it but says nothing'. however, ginny wouldn't suffer it silently. she also wouldn't be, as our side of fandom has sadly, IMO, portrayed her: catty, money-hungry, shrewish and generally a bitch about everything. oh ginny, you are another shining example of being cooler than written in canon but also in fanon. Dear fandom: FAIL FAIL FAIL WITH YOUR FAILCAKES.

ron, on the other hand, would suffer silently and be 'i totally deserve that cos i am a guilty prick, i made my bed' cos i don't care what anybody says, this boy is loyal and noble to a fucking fault and if his wife and bestie are screwing him over, he would never think to better the situation because he's always been second place in every. thing.

perhaps i need to decide who/what is the narrative of this mix and go from there cos these songs are all over the place and me no likey lack of cohesiveness!!! BAAAAAAAAAAAH!

...anyway, thanks for listening... reading... whatever... shutting up now.

revelation means nothing herei_rise_inside on February 28th, 2011 04:18 pm (UTC)
hmm, i see the dilemma! i am, personally, incapable of being in anyone else's head but Harry's. Hermione, I get too, but outside her love for Harry Potter, even she makes little sense to me.

But it's a very interesting idea, to see what h/hr had through the Weasley's. I truly sympathise with Ron, the boy did little wrong, and that's why affair fics hurt me, cuz yes my kids deserve be together but this boy doesn't deserve it, the lies and the heartfail.

Ginny confuses me, I really don't know what to feel for her. I think she had a lot of potential, but JKR wrote her in a way that I just couldn't find it in me to invest in her, at all. I do like how some h/hr writers write her, she was a smart girl, she'd see it (unlike Ron, who I can see being totally oblivious to it) and she had spine, girl wouldn't silently accept it like Ron would.
Sunny: SMV Chloe make with the 'splainysunny_serenity on March 1st, 2011 10:27 pm (UTC)
HI! Just wanted to let you know that after I hacked out all these feelings with you I was able to solidify this troublesome mix. The answer? Put it on RANDOM! It all fit. It actually ended up becoming a foursquare POV narrative because really, this situation is SO. FUCKED. What were you thinking Joanne? I... my ~feelings negate the ability to form complete sentences.

Hermione is a hard creature to understand even under the best of circumstances. That may be why she's my fave cos I could never fully comprehend her as a person and I WANT TO. If I had word talent I'd write sonnets and essays and fic about it.

There are so many shining examples of 'this character is cooler than written' in Potter verse, there should have been a law penned against it. Are you reading thegirlswholived fic over on tumblr? FABULOUSNESS THAT IS RIGHT THERE. It's hard to find good tertiary character fic in Potter fandom and it makes me saaaaaaaaaaad so this is pretty much aaaaaawesome.