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21 February 2011 @ 04:04 pm
we'll both forget the breeze most of the time...  
hello chest cavity, this is your heart speaking. i've been ripped out of you by feelings for fictional characters. normally when the words 'i love you' are uttered in fic a whole lot of the following occurs...

until just a few seconds ago when damien 'i can't take my eyes off of you' rice came up on random while i was reading this:

Wish We Were Lovers (But It's For the Best)
by jacyevans @ aseagulliniowa

the fearful passage of their deathmarked love
@ orremainunsaved


Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: the blower's daughter ~ damien rice
A Figure Of Speechafigureofspeech on February 23rd, 2011 12:27 am (UTC)
*hug* Oh bb. Maybe you need to take a little break from the HP fandom? It sounds like it's really distressing you! Is there something we can fangirl over together? I'd suggest you come watch Being Human with me, only my OTP is kind of breaking my heart at the moment.
Sunny: HP Trelawnysunny_serenity on February 24th, 2011 08:05 pm (UTC)
ack, this always happens to me in this fandom! i love it so much it breaks my heart and i can't let go... you'd think that the equal yet proportionate ratio of my love:hate in this fandom would cancel itself out and leave me apathetic but no. it does not. HP is my literary translated into film abusive boyfriend fandom. the circle cannot be broken. i've tried. :'(

OH GOD NO. I've stayed away from BH because 1)it's british and 99% of my british shows have left me empty and broken. 2)it's gonna be like Harry Potter isn't it? where i fall in love with two characters who are perfectly flawed and perfectly compliment one another but will never be together because the universe would break from their perfectness.
A Figure Of Speech: [being human]afigureofspeech on February 24th, 2011 11:45 pm (UTC)
Oh man, it is an abusive boyfriend fandom. :( I feel like my fandoms can toss me around a lot, but what you're describing sounds SO MUCH MORE INTENSE than anything I've had. I wish I could just make it better for you! :(

BH is a fantastic show. It goes to some pretty dark places though, especially in the second season. And there are two utterly perfect-for-each-other characters, at least in my opinion. And they actually got together this season! That's like, unheard of for my OTPs! Only they're all going through so much shit (the guy is seriously going crazy right now) that it's really angsty and stuff, sooooo... Idk. But they're so very beautiful! And Annie is one of my favorite characters in EVER, she is so awesome and she's gone through such a monumental character growth and if she doesn't kick ass in this finale I will be VERY ANGRY.

Yeah, this show gives me ~feelings. ^_^; This season will be over in a couple weeks, so maybe wait til then so I can tell you if my heart is utterly broken before you get emotionally invested? Idk, I'm always looking to convert people on my flist lol.
Sunny: Buffy soothing teasunny_serenity on February 25th, 2011 12:38 am (UTC)
i've learned to just go with it no matter how devastating the effect. i'll do it, but i'll be kicking and screaming cos the alternative causes too much destruction in my psyche, heart, brain, etc... kind like a band aid the quicker i go through it the less it'll hurt... 'cept this time, it. lingers. i have to work out the feelings i suppose. [/therapeutic fandom cofession]

OH I KNOW! i've seen the first season but then quickly realised if i got to invested it be like my torchwood or lost love where everything was spring and summer until all my creys happened and i was just NEVER AGAIN!!!! *shakes fists* god, this is gonna happen to misfits too isn't it... GAH! fandom i hate you.
borg_princess: cara-kill me nowborg_princess on February 25th, 2011 11:12 am (UTC)
I'd suggest you come watch Being Human with me, only my OTP is kind of breaking my heart at the moment.

Only they're all going through so much shit (the guy is seriously going crazy right now) that it's really angsty and stuff, sooooo... Idk


What? WHAT? I OBJECT TO THIS. Our OTP got together. IT IS CANON. This is supposed to be the honeymoon period! And it's already heartbreak mode? ALREADY? I- I- *head!splodes*

Er. Yeah. I d/l the first three eps of the new season...and now I'm afraid to watch. *wibbles* WRITERS. GAH. JUST.

Edited at 2011-02-25 11:13 am (UTC)
A Figure Of Speech: [being human]afigureofspeech on February 25th, 2011 06:29 pm (UTC)
THE FIRST THREE EPISODES ARE GREAT. WATCH THEM. It's really four and five that get all angsty for our OTP. BUT IT IS SUCH GOOD ANGST. EVEN IF I WANT TO SMACK MITCHELL A LOT (he is kind of dealing with a bunch of crap right now though, so I'll forgive him eventually if he doesn't screw it up too much).

I have faith in the writers though. They have not failed me yet. I mean, they made my OTP canon. That never happens. THAT NEVER HAPPENS.

PS I take it you watched the kitchen scene then? :D