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21 February 2011 @ 04:04 pm
we'll both forget the breeze most of the time...  
hello chest cavity, this is your heart speaking. i've been ripped out of you by feelings for fictional characters. normally when the words 'i love you' are uttered in fic a whole lot of the following occurs...

until just a few seconds ago when damien 'i can't take my eyes off of you' rice came up on random while i was reading this:

Wish We Were Lovers (But It's For the Best)
by jacyevans @ aseagulliniowa

the fearful passage of their deathmarked love
@ orremainunsaved


Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: the blower's daughter ~ damien rice
Gwenhwyfar: The Tudors- Anne Boleyngwenhwyfar1984 on February 22nd, 2011 06:52 am (UTC)
Seeing as I am on the other side of the fandom, I can't really offer any davice. So...

Sunny: Merlin Girl Hugsunny_serenity on February 22nd, 2011 07:22 am (UTC)
Oh, sweetie! *glomp* Regardless of what 'side' you're on, every fangirl knows what it's like to have that soul crushing ache of that which can never happen in some shape or form. BTW, can i say how much I LOVE that you are a R/Hr shipper but are still mah friend? It just makes my heart swell with fangirl lurve for you!!!!!!
Gwenhwyfar: Sailor Moon-Cute Pluto and Tuxygwenhwyfar1984 on February 22nd, 2011 07:30 am (UTC)
This is true *clings to Setsuna/Mamoru...and Janeway/Chakotay...and Angel/Cordelia*

Of course I'm still your friend. Besides, we have more ships in common than not.
Sunny: SGA Sparky personal what?sunny_serenity on February 22nd, 2011 09:17 am (UTC)
Or Sparky... :'( Gah, J/C AND A/C rip me up. Damn these feelings!

I just think it's stupid when people allow ship disagreements to dictate a friendship. Mutual love for a fandom is something that should be greater than hatred sprung from differing preferences.
A Figure Of Speechafigureofspeech on February 23rd, 2011 12:27 am (UTC)
*hug* Oh bb. Maybe you need to take a little break from the HP fandom? It sounds like it's really distressing you! Is there something we can fangirl over together? I'd suggest you come watch Being Human with me, only my OTP is kind of breaking my heart at the moment.
Sunny: HP Trelawnysunny_serenity on February 24th, 2011 08:05 pm (UTC)
ack, this always happens to me in this fandom! i love it so much it breaks my heart and i can't let go... you'd think that the equal yet proportionate ratio of my love:hate in this fandom would cancel itself out and leave me apathetic but no. it does not. HP is my literary translated into film abusive boyfriend fandom. the circle cannot be broken. i've tried. :'(

OH GOD NO. I've stayed away from BH because 1)it's british and 99% of my british shows have left me empty and broken. 2)it's gonna be like Harry Potter isn't it? where i fall in love with two characters who are perfectly flawed and perfectly compliment one another but will never be together because the universe would break from their perfectness.
A Figure Of Speech: [being human]afigureofspeech on February 24th, 2011 11:45 pm (UTC)
Oh man, it is an abusive boyfriend fandom. :( I feel like my fandoms can toss me around a lot, but what you're describing sounds SO MUCH MORE INTENSE than anything I've had. I wish I could just make it better for you! :(

BH is a fantastic show. It goes to some pretty dark places though, especially in the second season. And there are two utterly perfect-for-each-other characters, at least in my opinion. And they actually got together this season! That's like, unheard of for my OTPs! Only they're all going through so much shit (the guy is seriously going crazy right now) that it's really angsty and stuff, sooooo... Idk. But they're so very beautiful! And Annie is one of my favorite characters in EVER, she is so awesome and she's gone through such a monumental character growth and if she doesn't kick ass in this finale I will be VERY ANGRY.

Yeah, this show gives me ~feelings. ^_^; This season will be over in a couple weeks, so maybe wait til then so I can tell you if my heart is utterly broken before you get emotionally invested? Idk, I'm always looking to convert people on my flist lol.
Sunny: Buffy soothing teasunny_serenity on February 25th, 2011 12:38 am (UTC)
i've learned to just go with it no matter how devastating the effect. i'll do it, but i'll be kicking and screaming cos the alternative causes too much destruction in my psyche, heart, brain, etc... kind like a band aid the quicker i go through it the less it'll hurt... 'cept this time, it. lingers. i have to work out the feelings i suppose. [/therapeutic fandom cofession]

OH I KNOW! i've seen the first season but then quickly realised if i got to invested it be like my torchwood or lost love where everything was spring and summer until all my creys happened and i was just NEVER AGAIN!!!! *shakes fists* god, this is gonna happen to misfits too isn't it... GAH! fandom i hate you.
borg_princess: cara-kill me nowborg_princess on February 25th, 2011 11:12 am (UTC)
I'd suggest you come watch Being Human with me, only my OTP is kind of breaking my heart at the moment.

Only they're all going through so much shit (the guy is seriously going crazy right now) that it's really angsty and stuff, sooooo... Idk


What? WHAT? I OBJECT TO THIS. Our OTP got together. IT IS CANON. This is supposed to be the honeymoon period! And it's already heartbreak mode? ALREADY? I- I- *head!splodes*

Er. Yeah. I d/l the first three eps of the new season...and now I'm afraid to watch. *wibbles* WRITERS. GAH. JUST.

Edited at 2011-02-25 11:13 am (UTC)
A Figure Of Speech: [being human]afigureofspeech on February 25th, 2011 06:29 pm (UTC)
THE FIRST THREE EPISODES ARE GREAT. WATCH THEM. It's really four and five that get all angsty for our OTP. BUT IT IS SUCH GOOD ANGST. EVEN IF I WANT TO SMACK MITCHELL A LOT (he is kind of dealing with a bunch of crap right now though, so I'll forgive him eventually if he doesn't screw it up too much).

I have faith in the writers though. They have not failed me yet. I mean, they made my OTP canon. That never happens. THAT NEVER HAPPENS.

PS I take it you watched the kitchen scene then? :D
you could be my unintended lovesweet_iolanthe on February 23rd, 2011 04:39 am (UTC)
we're in this together
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Sunny: HP OotP Harmony hugsunny_serenity on February 24th, 2011 08:00 pm (UTC)
Re: we're in this together
A Figure Of Speech: [doctor who]afigureofspeech on February 24th, 2011 11:46 pm (UTC)
Re: we're in this together
I wish I could like LJ threads... ♥
Sunny: Inceptionsunny_serenity on February 25th, 2011 12:30 am (UTC)
Re: we're in this together
IKR? i keep looking for the reblog and the ♥ tumblr = inception
A Figure Of Speech: [books]afigureofspeech on February 25th, 2011 01:17 am (UTC)
Re: we're in this together
Lol it took me a minute to understand what you were saying but YES. Except I still have yet to figure out tumblr. It makes me sad. :(
Sunny: BeBop Ed errrreeekkksunny_serenity on February 25th, 2011 06:04 am (UTC)
Re: we're in this together
punctuation. grammar. i fail.

tumblr is kind confusing. I DID however figure out how to make a post with gifs so they don't look like polaroids, but i haven't figured out how to respond with a gif... tumblr y u confoosing?

...oh god i think i need to go make a time turner icon cos your icon reminded gave me unexpected feelings.
A Figure Of Speech: [books]afigureofspeech on February 25th, 2011 06:15 pm (UTC)
Re: we're in this together
How do you make gifs not look like pics? I can't figure it out! What bothers me the most is the tagging system. It feels very cumbersome.

Lol I wish I had a time-turner... And I never actually thought about it before but I suppose it's a good symbolic!Hermione icon. :)
Sunny: HP timesunny_serenity on February 25th, 2011 10:09 pm (UTC)
Re: we're in this together
gifs have to be less than 500m in size; if you make a text post and use the Upload option on the top right corner it loads normally. the tagging is just weird... i still have to figure that feature out.

i've been bombarding myself with time turner fic to soothe my aching heart
borg_princess: hermione-harry-comfortborg_princess on February 25th, 2011 12:13 pm (UTC)
This calls for MOAR SPAAAAM.


Real gifs!



Manip'd gifs!

Possible fic rec!
Absent Friends. I haven't actually read it, but a f-lister rec'd it, and it's written by an author who's written some fabulous SSHG fics, so I'm hoping this would be good as well. (she's a multi-shipper, lol, SSHG, Dramione and Harmony, jeez!)

"Luna has a theory about us...some sort of ‘kink in time’ at the exact moments of our respective births sealed our fates and that we are destined to be together, but the ‘kink’ caused us to live our relationship backwards. She said that most couples start out with an initial attraction, get together, go through a period of intense sexual expression, then settle into a routine, and get married. And then, they gradually become more and more like friends rather than lovers so that, by the time old age hits, they're so familial that they are almost more like brother and sister. But she said that we did it all backwards. We started out like brother and sister, then settled into a routine, which involved you consistently getting embroiled in the adventures that only occurred because I was the 'Chosen One' and saving mine and Ron's arses. Then, we became slightly distant as our late teens hit, and we became aware of each other's gender and sexuality, particularly because we were in such intense situations together. And as you already disclosed, you indulged in some fairly heady fantasies during the Horcrux hunt, which I can't blame you for because I am magnificent—"

A Figure Of Speech: [harry potter]afigureofspeech on February 25th, 2011 06:17 pm (UTC)
Lol this isn't even for me but I still love you for it. ♥
borg_princess: hermione-smileborg_princess on February 25th, 2011 11:04 pm (UTC)
TY, TY, I take all the love I can get. :D
Sunny: HP OotP Harmony hugsunny_serenity on February 25th, 2011 09:17 pm (UTC)

i siriusly lurve you. *glomp*
borg_princess: scully-feel your painborg_princess on February 25th, 2011 11:07 pm (UTC)
ILU, too! *smooch*

I hate that you're feeling so bad. I went through a similar thing with Voyager and J/C. Just, I was so BITTER and RESENTFUL at how my beautiful OTP that were clearly Meant to Be were thwarted at the last minute by a stupid twist that made no sense, given who the characters were. And it just made me spaz out and RAEG and ANGST MY HEART OUT off and on for...well, years afterward, tbh. So...I feel for you, bb. I hope it stops hurting you soon. *squish*
Sunny: WW CJ eff u ^sunny_serenity on February 26th, 2011 08:27 pm (UTC)

my feelings are being put into a mix because i. can. not. word. properly.