and i will find a way to you if it kills me i think it might kill me

GAH. THIS MOMENT. PLEASE TELL ME SOMEONE HAS WORDS FOR THESE FEELINGS THAT THIS GIF IS GIVING ME. TELL ME. OH. JUST. HARRY YOU EMOTIONAL RETARD GRAB HER AND FUCKING DO SOMETHING. This is the moment and you are letting her go?! Why do you have to always sacrifice the want for the friendship and loyalty and honour and FUCK!!! I mean I know what you have is bigger and nebulous and more than any words could try and quantify but. GOD. DAMN. BOY. SHE'S LOOKING AT YOU LIKE YOU ARE A POSSIBILITY AND DOING A QUICK ANALYSIS OF EVERYTHING AND NOTHING AND WHAT COULD BE AND YOU FUCKING LET HER WALK AWAY FROM YOU?!?! WHAT IS THIS?! OMFG WHY DIDN'T HE JUST GRAB HER AND FUCKING KISS HER OR FUCKING SOMETHING?! HARRY YOU EMOTIONAL RETARD!!!! THAT WAS YOUR MOMENT!!!! THESE FUCKING KIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIDS. THEYAREGOINGTOKILLME. OHMYGODICANTEVEN.