HOLY SHIT, if 'the letter' ends up being ELLIOT HAS CANCER AND IS GOING TO DIE, I'M SO TOTALLY DONE WITH ABUSIVE BOYFRIEND!!! HE CANNOT DIE AFTER THEY FINALLY ARE IN A PLACE WHERE THEY DON'T HAVE TO TALK THROUGH THE SILENCES BUT LAY EVERYTHING IN THE OPEN AND ARE HONEST AND BRIGHT AND JUST... HE CANNOT HAVE A FATAL DISEASE THAT WILL KILL HIM IN THE NEXT THREE MONTHS COS I WILL DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!1!11!!

Now, if it is like I think it is, and it's his retirement papers and stuff then I'm okay with that. I think he's just blowing Liv's possible reaction out of proportion cos they really don't know how to deal with each other yet so that, I can see him being all insecure and flaily mcflailerson. If it goes that he signed up with the Marines again and is being deployed to the middle of a war zone, I'm okay with that too because then I can see Liv being everlovin' girlfriend of awesome.
BUT HE CANNOT BE DYYYYYYYYYYYIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!1!!1!111!! That would kill me dead.

'Kay, just had to hash that out...

I hate that this fic is making me all anxious and it's all nail biting and it's taking up my sleep time cos I stayed up til like, two in the morning reading the new chapter cos I kept leaving it and then coming back because I couldn't take it! I had to psyche myself up to read the damn thing. WTH?! I hate you abusive boyfriend fandom, bring home some Chinese for dinner, m'kay? *smooches*

For your fic accompaniment needs I present to thee: Grey ~ Ani Difranco