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12 February 2011 @ 04:08 pm
we carry our demons  



i don't know guys. i hit a depressive state with the kids. they are so perfect it makes me ache. mah feelings. let me show you it.

hermione has always been a mystery to me. partially this is due to the fact that the potter narrative is so very limited in scope and that's fine because that scope is from my boy, whom i love oh so fucking much, so, fine. i never really saw things from the hermione side until deathly hallows (the movie, cos i could be arsed to read the book) and also, from reading supremely crafted fic establishing her pov on a great many things. things beyond the 'desperately hopeful that someone will take notice of my existence' caricature so common and rife throughout fandom. just... are they reading the same books as i am? >.> anyway. supremely crafted fic wherein hermione keeps things hidden whilst simultaneously putting herself out there and on the line because she believes. her belief may come off as brave when really, she's just as scared, if not more so than everyone else because this girl has weighed all the realities, outcomes, possibilities, what ifs and alternate choices. and she will always walk the path that makes others happy. she will fall on her sword, ever placing those she loves before self. yet, she somehow doesn't let on that through the process she is losing herself. an honourable death of sorts. does anyone notice? only but the one. so technically, this is more of a hermione mix, but somehow harry (naturally) weaseled his way into the narrative, as he is wont to do. everything is harmony and everything hurts. these. fucking. kids.

this is for fated_addiction. you, lady, are magnificent.




~ * ~


burden ;; horse feathers
how do you go a curse it is right behind
how do you go a burden may change your mind



~ * ~


the beautiful ones ;; the battle of land and sea
we will linger here
we will linger under the trees



~ * ~


the dream ;; shannon stephens
i nearly lost you and terrible things that i cannot mention
if you had only had my protection



~ * ~


my life ;; jj
so, i'm grindin' with my eyes wide
lookin' to find a way through the day the life of the night



~ * ~


murder of birds ;; jesca hoop
and I’ve got demons when I need 'em
don't ask to see them they're not supposed to be used against you



~ * ~


passion play ;; william fitzsimmons
i should not have hid where my heart can't follow
cos this grace gets so far and too hard to swallow



~ * ~


the one who sees me ;; shannon stephens
when i was walking i was not alone
though the darkness crept inside my overcoat and i was full of need



~ * ~


scars on land ;; kings of convenience
the weight of lead on floors of sand
the idea reduced again to outcome



~ * ~


falling ;; the civil wars
why am I feeling so guilty why am I holding my breath
worry 'bout everyone but me i just keep losing myself



~ * ~


cycling trivialities ;; josé gonzález
don't know which way to turn every trifle becoming big concerns
all this time you were chasing dreams without knowing what you wanted them to mean



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.zip & art
 
 
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: Cycling Trivialities ~ Jose Gonzalez
 
 
 
aprilvolition: hermioneaprilvolition on February 13th, 2011 02:57 am (UTC)
First, this mix is awesome. Thank you!

Second, I'm friending you because it is crazy how many ships we have in common. I hope you don't mind?
Sunny: HP subtextsunny_serenity on February 14th, 2011 03:08 am (UTC)
I am not to be minding at all.
Meredith: Carson - sgaxfirefly9x on February 13th, 2011 03:23 am (UTC)
Beautiful mix. :)
canneverbe: hermione: sacrificescanneverbe on February 13th, 2011 03:25 am (UTC)
this is beautiful. I love to read your passion for this couple. :D
Sunnysunny_serenity on February 16th, 2011 06:41 am (UTC)
they just fill me with feelings and i have an overwhelming need to share
Always distant. Always silent.: Merlin - Arthur/Morgana: We were in lovethemirrorofsin on February 13th, 2011 09:28 pm (UTC)
lovely mix :)
nit(ya): potter → hermione → let's get lost.asweetdownfall on February 14th, 2011 12:03 am (UTC)
OH MY GOD A HERMIONE FANMIX. Love it. This girl is not appreciated enough. <3

And of course the H/Hr is awesome. :D The thing about them is that you can't have one without the other. And I love that. Even if it's painfullll.

Edited at 2011-02-14 05:38 am (UTC)
Sunny: HP the possibilitysunny_serenity on February 14th, 2011 09:56 pm (UTC)
IKR?! this girl is not a damsel that needs saving nor is she a wallflower who needs validation. fandom, idk about you sometimes >.>

gah. they rip me to shreds... i don't need an abusive boyfriend, i have Hermione Granger/Harry Potter thankyouverymuch.
Valerie Rutherford: Sleeping with Dragons (SA) - aiboryfireflys_locket on February 14th, 2011 01:10 am (UTC)
Snagging. Thanks. ^_^
...Never show 'em your source code...: Team HPatPoAangelfirenze on February 14th, 2011 02:44 am (UTC)
Wow. This looks delightful. I'm totally taking this.
itstaysgold: nevilleitstaysgold on February 14th, 2011 03:29 am (UTC)
Wow, some really good music choices :) Thx for sharing!
Kay: fangirl squeeikel89 on February 14th, 2011 08:38 am (UTC)
It looks awesome, will be checking it out. Can I pls have a link to the fic you mentioned, from Hermione's POV?
Sunny: HP Hermionesunny_serenity on February 14th, 2011 08:51 am (UTC)
check out any, and i do mean ANY, of the hermione fic from fated_addiction. they are absofrakkinglutely brilliant. however these are the ones that resonate the most but that's probably just do to the fact that they're most recent and DH left me in awe. when we were young (and ageless) and this post war series
Kay: catsikel89 on February 14th, 2011 10:23 am (UTC)
Thank you for the recs! I've been having trouble finding good H/Hr fanfiction on the net, mysteriously. Google kept giving me either stuff written before OotP or something really unsorted and hard to navigate. Other ships seem to have better organized fandoms, it seems)
Sunny: HP tensionsunny_serenity on February 14th, 2011 09:53 pm (UTC)
feel free to rifle through this pile of fic portkey.org also has a pretty good filter where you can choose up to which point of canon you're looking for. *shrug*
Kayikel89 on February 15th, 2011 07:44 am (UTC)
thanks!
carlo in wonderland: hp // h&hr together we standinfinitegraces on February 14th, 2011 09:14 am (UTC)
I am totally snagging this because the only song I've heard is the one by The Civil Wars (ILOVETHEMSOMUCH)
Root and Shaw....and then they done sex!: Harry Potter - Harry/Hermionekinky_carter on February 14th, 2011 04:22 pm (UTC)
Downloading, thanks. <3
Eveyeloquentdm on February 14th, 2011 10:27 pm (UTC)
I'm not a H/Hr person myself, but this music looks so good, I'm going to pretend. :D

I am an avid Hermione fan, there's so much to her that isn't apparent.
Sunny: HP Hermionesunny_serenity on February 16th, 2011 06:43 am (UTC)
\o/
chocolate_inyx: snape hermione paintingchocolate_inyx on April 15th, 2011 05:28 am (UTC)
This looks amazing. I love Hermione to pieces.